Lately I've been sad cause I really don't have any friends people say they are my friends but it just doesn't feel that way and I just need someone to vent to and talk to me I have a boyfriend but he always talking to his friends and I get jealous cause I want all his attention but I can't help it and I'm just feeling really lonely rn I've been sad and just had a bad week all last week and this week is bad to and I've been having scary dreams I just feel very lonely and like nobody can hear me even if I'm screaming at the top on my lungs