overwhelmed

So yesterday i went to American Career College and decided to go for the Lvn program well i have to take two test to see if i can grt into the program. Im actually going for tutoring so that i can pass the tests. Anyways, as the admissions advisor was telling me about the program and tuition i kinda had second thoughts cause tuition is 36,700 like omg i dont have that kinda money i mean i can pay it off in payments and plus the finacial aid is only going to help with like 2,000 I just wanna die. Growing up is so hard . I really hate my life . I really wanna go for this, i mean i can pay it off within like 4 years or so after i get me a lvn job after graduation. But as every one knows not everything goes as planned im really overwhelemed lol . I was wondering aince ACC is a private college maybe it costs more than a community college ?