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So I'm 21 and I work for Bank of America. I make pretty good money . About 34,000 a year  which is pretty good for me but lately I can't help but fantasize about quitting my job and becoming a travel writer . I LOVE to travel and create new memories . The only thing is that I'm an adult and I know I have responsibilities. I don't know . I've always been a free spirit and just gone with the flow and did whatever but I have a wonderful boyfriend and we've lived together for about two years now . He's calmed me and my free spirit down a lot but idk I just feel like if I was to give up on my corporate job and risk my bills etc that I'd disappoint him . Am I being irrational ? I also have bipolar disorder so sometimes I can't tell if I'm being irrational or  what .