So today my doctor talked to me about antipartum depression, which I guess is like postpartum depression, just starts before the baby is born. Over the last 2 weeks, my mood has drastically declined, I've lost the motivation to do anything, I don't leave my apartment, overeat and don't sleep. I thought this was all just due to hormones and things getting crazy in the last month of pregnancy.

So I've been put on watch for postpartum and am now setting up meetings with a counselor. It's a sad realization to make, but I think figuring out why I've been as moody as I have been the last couple weeks is a good thing, and I'm glad my doctors and I noticed this before it got worse.