just 15 more days or so of hell

Erica
This morning I woke up in so much hip pain and pain in my groin I literally cried for a half hour trying to get out of the bed.... I'm so nervous for it to happen again that though I'm functioning on only 3 hours of sleep a night for a week now I don't want to fall asleep. This last month is no joke it's the most physically and emotionally draining experience ever. I don't remember being so miserable with my others 😒. Every minute im praying my water breaks or that I'll be doubling over in pain from contractions!!