late night tears ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜ž

Argh My daughter brings me so much joy but being a single mother just darkens my spirits sometimes...caring for a 12 week old day in and day out all alone wears on me. I miss so much work because I'm exhausted in the morning when it's time to get up. My mom helps me so much. It makes me angry when my daughters father wants to see her in the day when ever he feels...he gets this smiling happy baby who might even take a nap for him he doesn't see the late nights I'm up and the uncontrollable cry sessions she has when nothing I do is consoling her and I have to be up for work at 530 am... I try not to complain because I figure it comes with motherhood but it's so unfairย