Just need to talk

So I broke up with my boyfriend today because the relationship was starting to feel unhealthy and it's kind of stupid because we were only dating for 6 months almost exactly but he was also my bestfriend before that so i feel like I just lost two important people in my life. I know a lot of people will say why did you leave him then but the truth is I care deeply about him but it felt so unhealthy and he was going to move in 2-3 months anyways.. but it's still hard and I'm just having a really hard time right now because I've never seen him so mean and it just hurts I understand that I'm just whining over something small but to be it's huge because he was an important part of my life and day to day activity. 😞