its over...

I just had to end things with my boyfriend, who i loved so much. He wanted me to get fatter, anyone who knows me knows my body is important to me. I am not sacrificing that for anyone. So when i told him this trying to have faith in the bond we had, he said okay and I thought that was the end of it. Then he started complaining to me about how he was not allowed to be selfish and that it was a part of his life he never got to explore. So i told him im letting him go explore that. Im not happy im not okay. I know i did the right thing but I could really use a friend right now.