my mom is telling my secret!
My mother is telling my extended family members I'm pregnant and I don't think it is in a genuine way... I asked my mother not to tell anyone as I am more anxious this pregnancy than any other pregnancy I had. It is for obvious reasons, I had a still birth in 2016 at 36 weeks in April and than in Oct suffered a miscarriage. I have been stressing to my mother how important is to me to keep it a secret the next time I get pregnant. About a month ago my mother and I stopped speaking for some unrelated reasons... and now I have extended family memebers expressing their enjoyment over my pregnancy. I'm extremely sad that my mother went back and told my family members, when we were speaking she understood how important it was for me to keep it on the lows until after the three months. She takes the joy out of me wanting to announce it myself and that's not fair. It's up to me to announce...my aniexty levels are up even more... I feel like my family doesn't understand. They have never experienced a still birth or a miscarriage... it's easy for them to get pregnant and pop babies out. For me, it's taking longer than expected. Very hurt over this.
Am I wrong for feeling this way? Just extremely sad and wanting to cry
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