I'm not sure if I can call this a "phase" because I've had sexual thoughts/feelings for girls ever since sophomore year in high school. In college, I had sexual experiences with women but they were always drunken experiences. Never have I ever kissed a girl sober. Smh and I've reached a point now where I feel like I owe it to myself to explore a situation with a female. Because I want to see if I actually have a thing for girls, or if im just lonely & dickless.