Do anybody on here struggle with depression ?

I've been struggling with depression for a while now, I'm not really motivated, sad, ashamed most of the time, social anxiety, and eating disorder. I am not on medication I was prescribed Zoloft 2 years ago and I stopped taking it because I felt worse, I've lost a lot dealing with this and now I'm seriously thinking about seeking help .. Anyone have any advice on this ? I would appreciate it.