help, i feel so weird

i met this guy on a social app. we talked amd hung out. i knew i didn't want to do it with him before i hung out with him. we have fun and then we watch some netflix. out of nowhere he kisses me. and i was really repulsed. he pulls me on top of him and i tell him i dont want to do this. he says why and i pause. i tell him because i haven't shaved( which was true but i was hoping this would deter him)  he said he doesn't care. i still really dont wanna do it but he is like holding on to me on top. he tries to stick his thing in me but he cant get hard due to the fact he was drinking ( he didnt look that drunk but this is the 1st time i met him) . 
i don't know why but i just haven't felt good lately. i feel really sad after this happened and i dont know why. the getting hard part doesn't hurt my ego.... i just feel so weird and upset.