to nervous to be excited! (but still kind of excited)

Liz • 37, trying for baby #2! 5 m/c, 1 d&c. 1 ectopic. One perfect almost 2 year old son who is my world.
I have had two previous pregnancies and both ended as chemicals around 5 weeks. Decided to test this morning and got a positive. I'm too afraid to get excited. Anyone have positive stories to share about healthy pregnancies after chemicals?
As much as I always felt weirded out by this phrase, baby dust to all!