wish my period would just come to stop the pain of false hope for another month

Claire
I don't know about anyone else but I have been trying to conceive for 18months a tiny amount of time compared to some I know!!
But some months when my boobs hurt so much I can't touch them and no ovulation either for a month I just want this month over and to start again 😓 tww I hate you !! Does anyone else feel this stress to every month ?