just walked in on my boyfriend in the shower

Jacking off... I heard a bang and I went in to see if he was ok and he was jacking off with my shaving cream, this isn't the first time bc I've seen my shaving cream open and I didn't use it... he had his phone and was watching lesbian porn in the shower. I've felt so gross about myself all day and this sure didn't help. I didn't think I would be hurt but walking in on that I feel so hurt idk why :( ugh my hearts in my stomach and I don't know how to feel