Always horny???

Mo
I am not sure what to do! I had the implant in for about a month and I noticed my sex drive went way up, but a few weeks on from removal and it doesn't seem to be abating but increasing still. So maybe it wasn't the implant??? Anyway, my boyfriend is a bit worried for me because I've kinda become sex obsessed and it's like all I can think about. He has an average sex drive and doesn't watch porn, but I find myself aching lately to watch porn to release this crazy tension, but I don't want to upset him, because it's sort of implied that we both won't. Last night I was really frustrated and so just got off solo and fantasized about porn in my head which was ok. But idk what to do! Because I really find myself wanting to watch porn during solo times, but also am afraid of getting carried away with it to the point it upsets our relationship (I know I'm not one to do that, but, this is kinda like my first proper relationship, so, I'm afraid).. Anyway, maybe I need to talk to him about it. My boyfriend is spiritual and a bit ascetic, not that much, but enough that sex isn't his focus in the relationship (which is nice, but I feel like I need more pleasure than he is mentally and physically able to give). I want to stay committed although I am non-mongamous but I am committed to him. So any ideas ladies??? I am just worried he will worry that I'm going a bit crazy with the sex, but it's like, I just need to do something!!!