What's this!?!?!

Courtney

I seriously don't know what's going in with my body, I'm on the verge of giving up 😣 My cervix has been, high closed and about soft/medium for a while now.. never gotten a positive opk yet and I've been testing for 2 weeks. My opk yesterday was almost the same darkness as the control line, and now it's barely even there?!!! They were processing, and it just stopped. 😭 Now, I get this cm. It's been like this for at least 3-4 days, and it's a tiny mix of ewcm, milky, and feels lotiony..not sticky at all. What's going on??

I'm trying so hard to have our 2nd baby, and I'm just so lost with trying to figure this out. 😭😭😭😭

The last picture will be the opk I got 2 days ago ***