Guys, I barely have friends so I vent a lot on <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> 😭. But idk what to do rn, my mother is actually my adopted mother, she took me from the system at 4 years old and kept me till I was 7 I believe when she officially adopted me. I know my biological mother and I try extremely hard to get close to her but she pushes me away 🤷🏻‍♀️, I don't know my biological father and my mom raised my on her own so never had a father figure in my life. I know this family isn't my family, they treat me like an outcast my whole life, I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder in 2015, ptsd, panic disorder and of course the lovely anxiety with her best bud paranoia. So now I'm more of the outcast since no one in this family dealt with those things. The only thing well person who kept me and my mom close was my biological little brother but he passed away in 2014 from lukiema . Me and my mom argue on a daily basis, she has a boyfriend now that I don't like having around and she refuses family therapy again (we use to go) . Honestly it's torture because I feel alone and I wanna leave but my mental demons don't let me do anything atm and I'm stuck in a home with a family who treats me like I'm an actual alien.