I have feelings and cramps SEND HELP

Emily
OK so I'm having my first crush EVER and I'm in denial of the fact I have feelings for him because its new a weird and jhdhsbdbfbdksnd but my period started today and he noticed me A LOT today which was NOT GOOD since I had cramps and hormones going everywhere I made 3 people cry today and I still don't care but THIS is the day he notices me 😭 help meeeeee