Pregnant emotional rant. Maybe this will help 😞

Been going through alot for the entire duration of my pregnancy. Literally from the start. Broke up with my fiance. Finding out im preggo the next week. Being alone (on&off) for atleast 3 of those months.

Been working things out with the guy last few. But the road hasnt been easy. Things get better,but he has another daughter, that I oove too. But the mother reaks havoc on our lives atleast weekly...

Just stressed. Annoyed. Sad. Mad. Scared.

Somedays I cant believe im having a baby. Im 25,im glad i made it this far,in a way. But were still not financially where we should be. I feel bad for this new baby coming in a few months. We will have the neccessities and lots of love from family. But i wanted to be married. We were going to get married first. It bugs me that my belly is out and noticable,and I dont have a ring.

Yes,lots of ppl arent married these days,or dont wanna be. BUT this is my thing,and i wanted the old school traditions,and am dissapointed with how things have played out.

Ive been sad and depressed last 2 days. Basically locking myself in my room,watching messed up shit on netflix.

Uuugh. I hope tomorrow will be a new day