Punk bitch or reasonable situation? 🤷🏾‍♀️

Okay so I need some serious advice. I took my second semester off of college due to a suicide attempt. I have friends still in school, but I'm especially close to my suite mates. I would do anything for them whenever they need me no matter what, and I have shown that several times. I check on them from time to time, but they never check on me. Like you would think they would wanna know how I'm doing, but they never ask. Like ever. I often feel alone and neglected but I can't talk to them because they're the reason why. I feel like if I were to talk to them they wouldn't take it as seriously as I think it is. Am I just being too sensitive or...? Idk, but the shit hurts😔