8 Weeks Pregnant...Ectopic

So for the past week I had bad pain in my lower abdomen everyone thought it was gas. Wednesday I went to my OBGYN he checked said it was most likely growing pains. To be sure he did an ultrasound found the baby but it was high up in the corner. He said it was fine the baby was inutero so my bf and I were ok. But the pain continued. Saturday it got to the point where I couldn't believe it was only gas. Went to the ER. They did more ultrasounds blood tests urine test. The ultrasound showed the baby was in fact in my right tube. The devastating I felt was indescribable. It was my worst nightmare come true. "Normal" tubular pregnancy usually occurs in the middle of the tube. My baby was literally where the uterus and tube met. I'm still in disbelief. I'm so hurt. I just wish it was all a dream. But it's not. Baby Bee, Mama & Daddy love you oh so much. Forever in our hearts❤️💙💜