Giving it up for God

Gia
I have been masturbating since I was a baby, and im starting to feel guilty, like God wants me to do better things with myself. Im trying, and I went free for a week and I have in this week. I need to stop so I can do the things I love without the weight of guilt. I love babies, but now I feel like im dirty like I cant touch them. Like, how something so little just makes me feel guilty about me masturbating. Any recommendations or words of wisdom?