Who can't throw away a positive digital hpt even though it ended with a miscarriage? Idk why I'm still holding on to it. Maybe it's because that beautiful word "pregnant" that my husband and I have desperately been trying/waiting for over a year to see is right there and it reassures me that one day we WILL see it again. Even though it brings  comfort to be reminded that despite what we once thought, we CAN actually get pregnant, I feel like I'm setting myself up for another loss when the inevitable day comes that the test goes blank from being too old. It kills me thinking back to how happy we were to see that positive test for the first time (followed by tons more just to enjoy the results) and then after almost 2 months taking those tests were no fun anymore because I was forced to face the reality of a miscarriage when the screen bluntly read "not pregnant"...which might as well have said in all caps, "NOT PREGNANT, FUCK YOU" (digital tests are only fun if you know you're pregnant).