😞 So sad it hurt......

I'm never gonna have a baby!!! Been trying for to long....... lost 2 that I know of.... My fiance won't be sexual with me and we've only been together for a year......I need to just let go of having a child!!! Everyone around me is having children....the sight of my period makes me sad right away!!! He wants a child but only had sex with me once a month.......Done trying.