After a year and 3 months of actively ttc, after a year of taking my bbt, taking ovulation tests, taking pregnancy supplements, tracking periods, knowing when to have sex when ovulating etc...

This was the first month that me and my partner decided not to actively try, we had fun, we had sex when we wanted, we became really close, I didn't worry about taking my temp on time, didn't worry about ovulation tests not having to worry about ttc.

I am expected on my period tomorrow so I tested today. It was negative. Again.

Urgh. I just want to see two little lines 😔