So, my husband and I have been trying to conceive since August 2015. After crazy cycles and progesterone, we got pregnant in March 2016 which unfortunately ended in miscarriage. More months of crazy cycles, then progesterone, then months of clomid, we got pregnant again this February, only for it to end in miscarriage again. I finally got a period today, and will repeat clomid again this month. I'm not giving up yet, but can't help but think of a miscarriage happening all over again. I want what you all want, a little bundle of joy to love unconditionally. My husband is so incredible, and I want so badly to make him a father. A couple of my friends got pregnant their first month trying and are talking about having their second, so I can't help but feel jealous. How do I shake these terrible feelings and just look forward?!