AF is here... again. Seriously upset this cycle. I could have sworn that we had made it happen 😔 I just feel so defeated. This is the first time I've   really felt the harsh disappointment. At first, it was fine. "Oh, it's only the first/second/third month trying. We'll get there." Half a year later(which, I know is nothing compared to some of you ladies), and still nothing. I spent so much time and energy preventing when we weren't trying, and now, I feel like such an idiot for not starting sooner 😔 heres to next month, I guess 😭💔