I'm 20. I'm a FTM. I was raped by a person I thought I trusted, that's how my son was made. Not many people know this. I hide the vast majority of my feelings and mask them with positivity. I have a total of two friends. Neither of those friends have children or are near having children. My having a baby has not only changed much of my life 'plans' but also my relationship with said two friends. It's become so much harder to go through things and cope and just deal with NO one to turn to when I'm just having a bad day and want to hang out or just want to get out of the house. No one wants to put up with the extra that entails having a baby in tail on outings. It sucks. It really really sucks. All moms with babies that i know are older and I haven't really connected with any of them, I typically connect with people way older than me. A lot of those connections are also suffering because of having a baby, many of my older friends are anti baby. It just really sucks. How do you deal with the changing of relationships? How do you manage to foster new ones? I've always been so picky. I'm a no bullshit kind of gal and many can't handle that.