Blah!

Ever since my miscarriage 12/16 my body has been a wreck.

Between depression.

My body adjusting to not being pregnant anymore.

And now my recent hypothyroidism diagnosis paired with the medication I'm taking to correct it, its all just a mess.

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Mid-cycle spotting. On my Ovulation day....

I have a feeling I didn't ovulate and something went wrong.

I don't take opks, so I can't know for sure I was ovulating, but ever since I got my period at 14 my cycles have always been regular. (Except when I was on BC-- but whenever I'm not on BC I'm regular). Even after my miscarriage, once I finally got my period, it was regular I went back to the same cycle I had before the pregnancy.

Just last month I had a full blood panel work up and a pap. All came back within normal limits, except for the hypothyroidism of course.

So I guess I'll chop it up to this new medication doing weird shit to my body. But it just sucks. Because I just have a very strong feeling that I won't be getting pregnant this cycle.

Month 9 TTC...... Losing my mind.