PCOS 😪

Ke
Well at Day 50 past my last period, I finally went to the doctor to see what's up. Oh. Right. Another negative pregnancy test. He says "well, I think it's PCOS and need to refer you to a specialist."
I'm over here super depressed like "why do I even try."
I'm normally an OTR driver and quit my job to come home and have a kid. Now, I don't even know if I can have one any time soon. 
Bummed. No. I'm super depressed.