I am terrified

dawn • Married ttc 👶🏼 #1 pcos, stage 3 endometriosis, MTHFR
I have been trying for 8 months and nothing. Iv done everything from advanced clear blue ovulation test. I did get positive ones but seemed abnormal. I would get one low, one high, one peak as soon I started testing. I took depo end of 2014 and only one shot. It destroyed me I went 8 months without a period and had to take provera then I wouldn't stop bleeding and had to taper. From there it was hit or miss months and now I'm going between 26 and 34 day cycles. Fast forward I got married June 5 2016 we started that September actually trying. We used no protection before after we was married and so we just let it happen. I'm now not pregnant and found an obgyn who is actually listening to me and is doing an ultrasound on Tuesday and has done blood work. She thinks I have pcos. She wants to try clomid next cycle and do that for 4 months then we will do a full infertility work up. :,( I'm 22 I never dreamed this would be happening. Iv always wanted children, and this was my biggest fear and it's happening.