I don't have a family anymore. My grandmother died 7 years ago and my brother killed him self two years ago. My sister is older and we're not close at all. My mother and I don't have a mother daughter relationship. My dad is nonexistent and hasn't been in my life for years. 

Well today I kicked my mother and sister out of my house. They were here visiting from another state. My sister started in about how to raise my kids and I shouldn't discipline them because they did what she asked them to do and I said that they should know better and I used the Xbox as an example because my mother gave our 10 year old permission to turn it on when me and my husband wasn't home. I said she knows better and she should have said no or not even ask to watch Hulu because gramma doesn't have $300 to replace it. Well my sister started in with if you have that kind of mom why do you ask mom for so much and yadda yadda yadda. I said it's called tax return!! She said I don't get that much money back to buy an Xbox. I said we get a tax break for our kids. She literally says "Well excuse me for being an infertile freak!!" I'm like where the fuck did THAT come from!? Then she starts yelling at me about how I'm verbally abusive and maybe I shouldn't be wasting money on John and on and on and on. I looked at her said "Get the fuck out!!" She said you're doing it again, being verbally abusive. I said look at how you're talking to me!! She started yelling again and I said you know what, this is my house and I refuse to be treated like this in my house. You don't have to go home but you're not welcome here. I said you have less than 1 hour to leave. That was the last of my biological family. I have no family except my husbands kids, our kids, and my sister wife. 

We have a baby coming in August and they will never see them. My youngest daughter will never know them. As much as my heart is breaking, it's for my kids and not myself. I just want a family- a big family, but my biological family is a pile of shit and nothing at this point. 

Happy Easter!! Now to look forward to empty birthdays and absence Christmases.