heartbroken

So I've known the father of my children for 14 years...he was so excited about our first born. Baby number 2 wasn't planned and needless to say he isn't happy and pushing an abortion which I won't do. We got into a heated argument through text messaging in which he threatened my life. Then forced me to meet him so we could "talk" when I told him no he then threatened to beat my ass. After we talked I gathered my things to leave then he forced himself on me. I swear it felt like hours went by and even though I begged him to stop he wouldn't. Now I'm at the hospital making sure my baby is ok.