Guys to Girls?

i'm a 15 year old girl and i sorta feel like experimenting. i've always wanted guys and all but lately my relationships with most guys haven't been working out and i want to know what it's like to be with a girl. probs not like real relationship but for "fun" ig? thing is, i don't wnat kids from school to know and i defiantly don't wnat my parents to know cause i'd be dead both ways.