I don't know what to do? I feel like I'm going insane

Tracy
I am 5 weeks and I almost feel like I can't do this. I go back and forth all the time. I'm saying one minute things happen for a reason I can do this and then I tell myself idk if I'm doing the right thing. The thought of not having the baby upsets me and the father of my child flip flops between if he wants to be there or not. I don't know what to do because I'm getting to the point where I just wanna break down and cry but, then I wanna bite someone's head off I just don't know what to do😞