The other night after tons of alcohol my on again off again bf and I went home and he was being really annoying and rude. I was completely turned off and just wanted to go to sleep. He kept touching me and I told him to stop then he pulled my underwear down and I pulled them up and said stop. I then pulled them off again and raped me. He stopped after about 15 seconds and said wait is this rape? I had been crying and yelling stop. He said it was an accident and he thought I was enjoying it and stopped when he realized I wasn't. He apologized multiple times but the next morning we just said bye and that wa it. I waited all day for a text asking to talk or him try to make up for it but nothing. I finally texted him and this is what I got. So is he feeling so bad he doesn't want to deal with it? Or is it not a big deal? I should also add that I was almost fully raped by one of my best guy friends and my bf told me it was my fault for putting myself in that situation.