video 🙈

I did a video playing with myself and I want to send it to my BF. I have been sending him nudes and he likes them but I like videos better. PROBLEM- I hate how my vaj is dark... like. Rly dark and I hate it. Should I still show it to him? I had never rly seen it like that bc it's the first time I make a video that shows it all... what should I do? I'm starting to feel very self conscious.