Anyone willing to share their c-section story and scar pictures?

I'm have a scheduled c-section Monday due to My severe heart problems and I'm nervous! And also curious as to what REAL Mommas scars look like. The pictures on google are all like the same thing. I Just Want to see them and hear your stories! So how was your c-section experience? When did you get to hold baby after? Could I see your scar and let me know how long after your c-section the picture is from? How long did it take your scar to fade? Thank you all so much!