Lonely

Katie
I wish I had a friend who I talked to on a daily basis who was going through this too. I'm sick of people who don't understand what I'm going through and only feel sorry for me. My friends try to understand but they can't fully since they've never felt this. 
I posted this on Facebook the other day and the biggest response I got was "just relax it'll happen when the times right" which made me so angry 
"So you wait. And it’s negative, but you hope, and you see your friends getting pregnant, and you get a little sad. But you get mad at yourself because you want to feel happy for other people, and that’s not fair to them. And then the 17-year-old across the street gets pregnant, and you get a little sadder. And your cousins get pregnant, and you get a little sadder."
So I'm 24 married and TTC naturally for 2 years just went to my doctor last week got blood work done and waiting for my follow up appointment.