5th Times A Charm? 🤗

TK
Idk why, but I feel soooo confident about this month. It's our 5th month TTC & hubby's birthday is my 13 dpo & I want nothing more than to let him know he's gonna be a daddy for his birthday! 😍😍 Everything is so different about this cycle. I spotted brown before ovulation (where I normally get EWCM, never got it) & pinkish discharge around ovulation. I had so much watery white CM for days after O that it would soak my panties, so I had to wear liners. I noticed a yellow snot like discharge on my tissue *sorry for TMI* But things got more real for me around 8dpo, my right ovary (the one I felt myself ovulate from) was aching me for days. like it hurt!!! & then last night (8dpo) Sharp intense pains began shooting through the area below my bellybutton for quiet a few hours. The cramping & sharp pains continue til like 2 or 3 am, I can only hope this was implantation. But from then on & still now, I keep getting tightening sensations in my abdomen area & sometimes it can be strong. My ovary still aches. Is this the corpus luteum pain they speak of? 👀 Checked my CM & it's loads of white creamy CM. I had begun to get sticky and scant yesterday like I usually do before AF, but now..... 😨 I did the pineapple method (correctly this time 😂), hubby & I both been on selenium & beta carotene regularly, him multivitamins & me prenatals, & I cut out caffeine, and we BD'd just about everyday after my period, lol. Plus I had two vivid dreams. One was me & hubby laying down in our bed with a baby & the other was me getting my first positive. 😥 My mind might be playing some terrible tricks on me, but I hope to God this is our month.. finally!!!! 🙏