21 & TTC?

Breanna
My group of girlfriends are all in their early 30's, the oldest one just turned 34. I found out I was pregnant in December but a miscarriage shortly followed. It broke our heart but All the girls looked down on me for even thinking of keeping the baby. Well, my fiancé & I are TTC this month and now I'm just afraid.. only because of their response. They've all also distanced themselves from me slowly. I know I'm young but honestly, I feel more mature than them. And everyone is on different life paths so why am I being judged and treated this way? Am I really that wrong?