I'm done ttc

AJ

I can't take the emotional distress anymore. I'm going to break it off with him and adopt. He doesn't want to adopt so I will just leave him. I can't take the grief anymore.

Update: Left him and moving on to adopt as a single mom. I'm happy with this decision. 😁 It's ironic that the massive amount of love that made me want to have a child resulted in such huge disappointment when we couldn't conceive that it killed the love and relationship.