how would this make you feel

My partner bought me an expensive pair of shoes I wanted for xmas and he sent them back 2 months ago to get me a bigger size. He's had the refund back in his bank last month (I got an email) and just not bought me them again, so basically it's like I didn't get anything for xmas. I asked him to reorder them and he said "I will see if my friend can get me discount first" that was a month ago