Other people getting pregnant and not you.

Ugh I know at least 10 people around me that just got pregnant, one of which I hate more than anyone. I know I shouldn't get mad but I do and I feel awful. This one girl spent her entire teenage years bashing teen pregnancy and getting pregnant, and now, a year later, is flaunting her pregnancy and it's driving me nuts! I just want my baby. I know I shouldn't hate this so much but I do. All I want in life is to be a mother, and to raise my baby. But it's not happening and I'm going crazy haha.