Well I woke up in a quite sad mood at 8 and woke up to only 2 birthday wishes at 9am.. I was devastated and this only added to the sadness I had been feeling for about a month and a half. Even my "best friend" had not wished me a happy birthday. 😢😢 I tried to push it out my mind but 11 am after only 3 more wishes came in, I snapped and sobbed in my bathroom. I wondered would people even notice if I died. 😭😭 and after some time I just decided I'll just have to be strong... to top of on my day.. my dad didn't even bother saying it to me and my heart SHATTERED into pieces💔 and watching everyone on a group chat wish someone else a happy birthday killed me.. but after a while they started wishing me a happy birthday. So that kind of lifted my spirit.. long story short I found out I may be suffering from depression on my birthday 😐