My husband and I have been TTC baby #1 for 9 months now.. I'm currently trying to start my cycle..and I'm dealing with major depression today. Every where I look, social media, tv, out in public, I see happy little families and I just want one of my own. I'm so tired of doing everything that I can and then still end up with BFN and my cycle. I just want my own little family. Sorry for the depressing post.. I just needed to vent a little.