Being a mom is literally the hardest job ever! I didn't think it'd be this difficult! It's taken such an emotional & physical & mental toll on me. I get horrible anxiety if i'm doing a good enough job and providing everything my daughter needs. She gets rashes and i instantly think it's my fault. The bleeding is annoying as hell and the flabby jelly like stomach is so devastating to me, i can't wait to start working out & the engorged breasts are a nightmare! But i wouldn't trade it for the world. I absolutely love my daughter & am so blessed to have her. I'm only 16 and a sophomore in high school so it's a giant learning experience and a big leap into becoming 10x more responsible.