hello

Abi
Hello,
So I've only just turned twenty but my boyfriend is 32. I really want a baby and I know he does as well just not as much yet but I'm worried the older he gets the harder it will get
I'm also worried as around 15 I changed from implant to injection and that's meant to really effect your firtility and I smoke 
Basically I think I'm never going to get the life I've always dreamed of :( 😢