At the start of my day, 5:45 a.m., I woke up Monday morning blessed to see another great day. I carried on about my daily routine and thought that, today was going to be good. I've been looking forward to this day because, this meant that I had a hours until my birthday {0425}. Mind you I am in school, and yeah of course all students hate Mondays, but I didn't mind. I buy my tickets for prom and yet the day is still bright. End my with a peaceful car ride home, until I get a call from my doctor at 5:47 p.m. In my mind I know everything would be looking great, no signs of anything, until there's a dramatic pause. " I'm sorry to say this but one of your test came back positive", 😟😱😨😳 WTF, at this moment in time I am in shock. How could this be, why me, why is it always me, I'm not normal anymore all these thoughts starts rushes and I ball out. When I say I've never cried so hard in a long time, I mean it. "Your positive for........ STD" first thought is my current boyfriend like I've ruined everything. Every wish and desire is down the drain, at this point in time I'm trying hard not to blow the woman's eardrum. But I'm livid, furious and most of all I feel alone, scared, ashamed, lied too every negative thing. I feel my heart and soul shattering as she tries calming me down but my thoughts start shutting everything out. I trusted this guy I use to then call my love, thinking he would never hurt like everyone else has. Yet, he just put the icing on the cake and slapped it right in my face. "How could he do this, I given him my all and only him and he does this", I feel so betrayed I can't even look at him the same.